merenung masa depan..

lagi beberape bulan je lg aku nk graduated. seriously perasaan gembira tu ada, tp perasaan gerun tu lebih... aku xtau apa aku nk buat after graduated, i haven't planned anything just yet. nak keje ape? lecturer? x bole, aku x yakin.. aku tau tahap proficiency language aku, x layak beb x layak. editor? hmm x pyh la, aku sendiri pon b'terabur nk btol kan org. xleh2..dah tu aku nk keja ape? huwaaaa... tp dr dulu aku slalu ada 1 impian ni.. a dream to be a good wife... i always wanted to have a family of my own. ade anak2... tunggu suami balik keje sambil pakai cantik2, salam tangan suami( ala2 dlm drama spektra tu)... i always wanted to be an ideal wife and mother... always.. pray for me...